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My Biggest Regret

Penyesalan terbesarku…

1. Ga nonton konser SHINee di Jakarta kemaren (yeah, still regret it…)

2. Ga beli The Secret Code waktu dijual di ‘Disc Tarra’ Jogja

3. Belum bisa bahagiain Eyang Putri dan Eyang Kakung. Dan aku ga bisa bahagiain mereka lagi karena mereka udah ga bisa lagi balik ke dunia ini.

4. Ga serius belajar waktu kelas 8 yang bikin nilaiku anjlok luar biasa.

5. Sering bolos rapat OSIS & FAKTA

6. Ga doyan TVXQ dari jaman dulu dan baru cinta banget sma mereka setelah mereka bubar.

7. Ga beli CD original Charice Pempengco

8. Terlalu males untuk update fanfict multichapterku

9. Pernah bikin papa marah

10. Sering bikin mama nangis

11. Sering banget berantem sama kakak

12. Boros

13. Ga ati-ati waktu naik motor, makanya doyan banget jatuh dari motor

14. Sering bikin orang sakit hati dengan omonganku

15. Pernah ngilangin duit 50 ribunya papa

16. Ga sengaja jatuhin Blackberry punya kakak

17. Pernah mikir buat bunuh diri. Untung gajadi.

18. Ga perhitungan dan pelupa. Dan hal itu bikin sebuah kesalahan fatal.

19. Jarang bersihin kamar, makanya sering sakit

20. Motong rambut jadi pendek banget waktu SD. Dan mukaku jadi bunder banget kaya bola. Sama sekali ga ada imut-imutnya.

Yeah, itulah beberapa penyesalan terbesarku. Dan masih ada banyak lagi, tapi kayaknya itu deh yang paling sering aku sesalin sampe sekarang…

I Believe...

1. ...bahwa Tuhan itu memang benar-benar ada

2. ...suatu hari aku akan punya hape bagus dan bukannya second

3. ...kalo orang yang sering ngejek aku gara-gara doyan pake high heels itu sebenernya ngiri karena gabisa ikut trend

4. ...in true love

5. ...kalo suatu hari aku bisa jalan-jalan ke Korea, Jepang, Singapura, dan Amerika

6. ...in myself

7. ...kalo sebenernya semua orang itu bisa meraih apa yang diinginkannya

8. ...kalo aku bakal dapet pacar yang ngerti aku apa adanya dan ganteng *ngarep*

9. ...cowok itu ga ada yang sempurna tapi banyak cowook yang berusaha untuk jadi sempurna

10. ...kalo cewek mau berusaha, mereka bisa jadi fashion icon untuk sekitar

11. ...barang bagus itu ga harus mahal dan bermerek

12. ...aku bisa nonton konser artis favoritku secara live suatu hari nanti

13. ...kalo Minho itu bakal tetep ganteng walopun udah tua

14. ...kalo Taecyeon itu emang pinter walopun mukanya tidak menunjukkannya sedikitpun

15. ...one day, aku bisa liburan di gunung dan ngeliat langit malam yang banyak bintangnya
sama bulan sabit bareng pacarku yang ganteng

16. ...sunset itu bisa bikin hati kita tenang

17. ...sekali-kali, kita boleh kok bilang cd artis favorit kita pake uang saku sebulan dan bilang
kalo uangnya dari hasil nabung

18. ...kalo surga dan neraka itu emang ada

19. ...kalo warna ungu itu bukan warna janda

20. ...dengan filosofi 'mati satu tumbuh seribu'. Cowok itu gacuma satu! :D

21. ...in karma

22. ...makan es krim itu nggak bikin gemuk kecuali makan es krimnya sampe satu truk diabisin semua

23. ...obat yang paling manjur buat orang yang lagi patah hati itu nangis & teriak2

24. ...aku gendut itu bukan karena kebanyakan makan. tapi kurang tidur

25. ...pake high heels + short pants & T-shirt ga bikin kita jadi fashion victim.

inilah yang terjadi dengan anak labil. emosiku bener-bener dah, naik turun mulu kerjanya.
ah iya, judul yang aku pake ini judul dari lagu favoritnya Yunho loh! Sekarang aku lagi bias parah ke Changmin sama Yunho nih... Baru nyadar kalo mereka itu ganteng =_="

Changmin oppa...

and

Yunho oppa...

Mereka emang ganteng >//<

[Lyrics+Translation] After School - Because of You

KOREAN

아직도 나 그대를 잊지 못해
I'll never forget, boy, I'll never forget, boy

헤어진지 벌써 몇 년이 지났는지 몰라
그대 생각만하면 자꾸 눈물만 흘러
오늘따라 왜 그렇게 네가 보고플까
창 밖의 빗소리가 내 맘을 흔들어놔

사랑하지 말걸 그랬어 정주지 말걸 그랬어
붙잡지말걸 그랬어 왜 이렇게 나 혼자 아파
사랑하지 말걸 그랬어 정주지 말걸 그랬어
붙잡지말걸 그랬어 왜 이렇게 나 혼자 아파

난 항상 너만의 장미가 되려던 내 맘을 아니
이제 조각난 사랑의 마침표가 됐다는 걸
눈물이 밀려와 메마른 입술이 젖어
이제 어떡해 그댈 잊을 수 없어

너 때문에 많이도 울었어, 매일 밤 난
너 때문에 많이도 웃었어, 그대 때문에
너 때문에 사랑을 믿었어, oh boy
너 때문에 너 때문에 모두 다 잃었어

정말 답답답해 갑갑갑해
막막막해 너 없는 세상이
내 맘을 심어놓고 자존심 짓밟아놓고
내 맘을 찢어놓고 왜 나를 떠나가

그날도 비가 왔었지 한참을 그댄
말없이 나를 바라보기만 했어
흔들리는 눈빛과 애써 짓는 어색한
미소가 이별을 얘기해줘

사랑하지 말걸 그랬어 정주지 말걸 그랬어
붙잡지말걸 그랬어 왜 이렇게 나 혼자 아파
사랑하지 말걸 그랬어 정주지 말걸 그랬어
붙잡지말걸 그랬어 왜 이렇게 나 혼자 아파

나보고 떠나라고 할 땐 언제고 떠난다니까 어쩌고
미친 사람 취급만해 정말 힘들어 boy, slow down
아무런 말도 못한 채 울어 cuz I want to stay next to you
My love is true, wanna go back to when I was with you

너 때문에 많이도 울었어, 매일 밤 난
너 때문에 많이도 웃었어, 그대 때문에
너 때문에 사랑을 믿었어, oh boy
너 때문에 너 때문에 모두 다 잃었어

정말 답답답해 갑갑갑해
막막막해 너 없는 세상이
내 맘을 심어놓고 자존심 짓밟아놓고
내 맘을 찢어놓고 왜 나를 떠나가

I miss you, I need you
꿈속에선 아직도 I'm with you
I miss you, I need you
시간을 되돌려 wanna kiss you again my boy

맘이 너무 아픈데 견디기
괴로운데 너는 어디서 뭘하니, 나 울었어 참 많이
너 없인 난 못살어
내게로 돌아와줘 날 떠나가지마

너 때문에 많이도 울었어, yeah
너 때문에 많이도 웃었어, 많이도 웃었어 난
너 때문에 사랑을 믿었어, oh yeah
너 때문에 너 때문에 모두다 잃었어, 너 때문에 나

정말 답답답해 갑갑갑해
막막막해 너 없는 세상이
내 맘을 심어놓고 자존심 짓밟아놓고
내 맘을 찢어놓고 왜 나를 떠나가

ROMANIZATION

Ajikdo na geudaereul ijji mothae
I'll never forget, boy, I'll never forget, boy

He eojinji beolsseo myeot nyeoni jinatneunji molla
Geudae saenggak manhamyeon jakku nunmul man heulleo
Oneul ttara wae geureohke niga bogo peulkka
Chang bakkwi bissoriga nae mameul heundeureo nwa

Sarang haji malgeol geuraesseo jeong juji malgeol geuraesseo
Butjapji malgeol geuraesseo wae ireohke na honja apa
Sarang haji malgeol geuraesseo jeong juji malgeol geuraesseo
Butjapji malgeol geuraesseo wae ireohke na honja apa

Nan hangsang neomane jang miga dwiryeodeon nae mameul ani
Ije jogaknan sarange machim pyoga dwaetdaneun geol
Nunmuri millyeowa memareun ibsuri jeojeo
Ije eotteokhae geudael ijeulsu eobseo

Neo ttaemune manhido ureosseo, maeil bam nan
Neo ttaemune manhido useosseo, geudae ttaemune
Neo ttaemune sarangeul mideosseo, oh boy
Neo ttaemune, neo ttaemune, moduda ilheosseo

Jeongmal dap dap daphae, gap, gap, gaphae
Mak mak makhae, neo eobtneun sesangi
Nae mameul shimeo nohgo jajonshim jit balba nohgo
Nae mameul jjijeo nohgo wae nareul tteonaga

Geunaldo biga wasseotji hanchameul geudaen
Mareobshi nareul bara bogiman haesseo
Heundeulli neun nunbitgwa aesseo jitneun eosaekhan
Misoga ibyeoreul yaegi haejweo

Sarang haji malgeol geuraesseo jeong juji malgeol geuraesseo
Butjapji malgeol geuraesseo wae ireohke na honja apa
Sarang haji malgeol geuraesseo jeong juji malgeol geuraesseo
Butjapji malgeol geuraesseo wae ireohke na honja apa

Nabogo tteonarago hal ttaen eonjego tteonan danikka eojjeogo
Michin saram chwigeup manhae jeongmal himdeureo boy, slow down
Amureon maldo mothan chae ureo, cuz I want to stay next to you
My love is true, wanna go back to when I was with you

Neo ttaemune manhido ureosseo, maeil bam nan
Neo ttaemune manhido useosseo, geudae ttaemune
Neo ttaemune sarangeul mideosseo, oh boy
Neo ttaemune, neo ttaemune, moduda ilheosseo

Jeongmal dap dap daphae, gap, gap, gaphae
Mak mak makhae, neo eobtneun sesangi
Nae mameul shimeo nohgo jajonshim jit balba nohgo
Nae mameul jjijeo nohgo wae nareul tteonaga

I miss you, I need you
Kkum sogeseon ajikdo I'm with you
I miss you, I need you
Shiganeul dwi deollyeo wanna kiss you again, my boy

Mami neomu apeunde gyeondigi
Gwiro unde neoneun eodiseon mweol hani, na ureosseo cham manhi
Neo eobshin nan mossareo
Naegero dorawajweo nal tteonagajima

Neo ttaemune manhido ureosseo, yeah
Neo ttaemune manhido useosseo, manhido useosseo nan
Neo ttaemune sarangeul mideosseo, oh yeah
Neo ttaemune, neo ttaemune, moduda ilheosseo, neo ttaemune na

Jeongmal dap dap daphae, gap, gap, gaphae
Mak mak makhae, neo eobtneun sesangi
Nae mameul shimeo nohgo jajonshim jit balba nohgo
Nae mameul jjijeo nohgo wae nareul tteonaga

TRANSLATION

I... still... can't... get over you

I never forget...
Boy I never forget.... boy

Can't remember how many years it has been since we broke up
But I cry every time when I think about you
Why I’m so eager to see you today?
The sound of rain droplets leaves my heart shaken up.

I regret giving you my love
I regret getting attached to you
I regret holding you back
Why do I have to face the pain alone?
I regret giving you my love
I regret getting attached to you
I regret holding you back
Why do I have to face the pain alone?


I tried to be your only girl
And did you ever understood my heart?
Now it became the compass
Of broken love
Tears are flowing down
And soaks the dry lips
Oh what should I do,
Now I can't erase you out of my mind

I cried a lot because of you (I cried every night~)
I laughed a lot because of you (Because of you)
I believed in the love because of you (Wooh boy~)
I’ve lost everything because of you
I’m speechless, suffocating and lonely
The world without you has
Chewed out my heart
Stomped on my dignity
Torn apart my heart
So why did you leave me behind?

It also rained on that day
You’ve stared at me wordlessly
You’ve stared at nothing else but me
Those trembling gazes,
And the awkwardly forced smile
Speaks of our separation.

I regret giving you my love
I regret getting attached to you
I regret holding you back
Why do I have to face the pain alone?
I regret giving you my love
I regret getting attached to you
I regret holding you back
Why do I have to face the pain alone?

You’ve told me to leave
And the moment I leave
You treat me as if I’m insane
It’s just too hard (boy slow down)
Then I cry silently and wordlessly
Cause I want to stay next to u
My luv is true, wanna go back 2 when I was with u

I cried a lot because of you (I cried every night~)
I laughed a lot because of you (Because of you)
I believed in the love because of you (Wooh boy~)
I’ve lost everything because of you
I’m speechless, suffocating and lonely
The world without you has
Chewed out my heart
Stomped on my dignity
Torn apart my heart
So why did you leave me behind?

I miss u… I need u…
Even in my dreams I’m wit u..
I miss u… I need u…
Rewind back the time
I wanna kiss u again ma boy…
My heart aches
It’s too much to bear
And where are you? (I cried a lot)
Can’t live without you
Please come back to me
And stay with me

I cried a lot because of you (Yeah~)
I laughed a lot because of you (I laughed a lot~)
I believed in the love because of you (Oooh-Yeah~)
I’ve lost everything because of you (Because of you~)
I’m speechless, suffocating and lonely
The world without you has
Chewed out my heart
Stomped on my dignity
Torn apart my heart
So why did you leave me behind?